family sighs

papa was right in saying once that sometimes you cannot even count on your (extended) families: a bit harsh but true. it is not about doubting their affection and care but more like knowing who stands with you through hell and back. i guess i'm just glad that i know (and i'm pretty positive) that my sisters would love me and back me up, no matter how messy a situation is. loneliness is never an option in the future since i might be pestering them if ever i turn out to be an old [but hopefully happy] maid. as for mama, i will never doubt her faithfulness and dedication in being a mother so i do not need to reiterate on that department.