merry go round

i used to like a guy back in first year high school because i thought he was cute, but being the usual me, my liking was fleeting. fast forward to three years, he became the boyfriend of my best friend before we entered college.

there was this other guy whom dd and i used to like when we were in our second year. he was one of the artist for our school paper, and his goofy smile and chinito looks was something. now, he's an acquaintance of oyie and marthie, and i can say (although they deny it) that they're pretty close somehow.

so basically what i am trying to say here is that jbb and i would be close someday. maybe not today, not tomorrow but sooner. and when that time comes, i bet we'd be laughing at the thought of me liking him before. so there, happy birthday you. you're still the guy of our fantasies..for now. hehe.

silly and lovely, stupid but wise

dear studs,

it took three dogs to fill the empty space you left a year ago. and although the snippey and brun brun are adorable and mama keeps saying that they relieve her stress, i think you are still her favorite dog of all time. we still talk about you often, and kuhn keeps comparing you to our dogs at the moment. the other dog, kipper, is a bad dog because she is so rough at times and she keeps barking at everyone. she is super unlike you even if you are twice her size. so yes, we do miss you studs. i hope you're happy.

i bet you have now met lolo in heaven.

:(

i cannot believe we'd be packing our travelling bags days before the official opening of classes. i guess fate has a way of making you foresee the future in a subtle, but sometimes surprising way. just yesterday, mama was talking about how cheap authentic and designer bags are being sold in ukay-ukays in palawan, i made a comment about that saying that it would be cheaper to buy something at the mall than go to palawan and scout for authentic pieces at low prices. it never occurred to me that we'll be visiting palawan sooner than i thought, because just this afternoon lolo passed away. it was a bit unexpected although it was not a sudden death. he had been sick for years now, and maybe the loneliness has overwhelmed him so much. it's just sad that mama was not there when he passed away, considering the fact that she was there just a week ago for all souls day. again, i guess timing was not on our side. i hope and pray that God will guide lolo, and that he will be reunited with lola and auntie, because really, that is a comforting thought.

shower me with rainboots ;]

they finally arrived! hahaha now all i need is a little rain..or not.

oyie and i finally went to the gym this morning. we were there for only an hour or so, but man, i was dead tired and sweating non-stop. we dissed the trainer after we had a long break because my legs were worn out from all the running ang cycling. although i guess we need to go back if we want to seriously get fit, right? right.

it won't be long..(yeah)

tomorrow, i will be independent; i will try out something new that i should have done ages ago. although this time the road would be different, i will be alone in pursuing it at first, but will be later on joined by a comrade. fear not, myself, for first times will be overcome!

and tomorrow i will blog about the riot the two puppies are making (hehe).
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okay, jitters at the thought of going to the gym alone tomorrow. oyie and i will meet at the gym so i have to go there alone. oh, i'am not really miss independent when it comes to first times like this, its makes me wary. i do not want to be late, but i also do not want to wait..alone. :[