tinatamad na ako mag-aral :l, and it is a very bad.
after the thesis proposal writing and defense were over my enthusiasm for studying has slowly inched to nothingness. i feel like i am just dragging myself to finish all the requirements, i don't even care if the results would be mediocre. this is really bad. by the end of this semester, i'll just feel bad for not attaining higher grades again, even if i can do it. it's just that every looming end of the semester marks my hiatus in studying.
i should study and learn while i still have the chance, because come summer break i'll definitely wish that we still have classes. i am so not looking forward to summer vacation for a bunch of reasons, on top of my list would be the on the job training. really now, how are we suppose to work in a very hot and dry weather wearing corporate attire? what a bummer diba? i hope i find a job that would not require any dresscode, especially in the hot weather of april. the only thing aside from the birthday celebrations i am looking forward to is the tomcat team building. but i doubt if i can make it this year since we have to work and complete 200 hours of job training.
with all this in mind, i think i am not looking forward for graduation. i mean, i hope the days would go slow and steady unlike how the months of january and february went. i woke up one day and it was, poof, march. honestly, time seems to fly really fast nowadays, i dont know why.
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