this must be love

Maybe my grandfather’s happy about all this, but I’m miserable. I cant eat; I cant watch tv; I cant seem to do anything.
So I went to bed early, but I cant sleep. I’ve watch her house from my window for hours now. I’ve stared at the sky; I’ve counted sheep. But man, I cant kicking myself for what an idiot I’ve been all these years.
And now how am I going to make her listen to me? I’d scale that monster sycamore if I could. Right to the top. And I’d yell her name across the rooftops for the whole world to hear.
And since you know what a tree climbing weenie I am, I think its pretty clear that Im willing to do anything to get her to talk to me. Man, I’ll dive after her into a chicken coop full of poop if that’s what it takes. I’ll ride my bike all the stinkin’ way to school for the rest of eternity if it means being with her.
Something. Ive got to come up with something to show her that Ive changed. To prove to her that I understand.
But what? How to I show her that Im not the guy she thinks I am? How do I erase everything Ive done and start over?
Maybe I cant. Maybe it just cannot be done. But if Ive learned one thing from Juli Bake, its that Ive got to put my whole heart and soul into it and try.
Whatever happens, I know my grandfather’s right about one thing.
I’ll never be the same again.

sorry for being such a spoiler…hehe:]. I just cant help it. ive really fallen over Flipped. i mean, im practically head over feet over that book. and every time i read it, it gives me the chills. and honestly, anyone who’ll read this book will surely love the opposing characteristics of the two narrators. this he-said, she-said novel will make you look beneath the surface. a perfect read for anyone who wants to realize that everything is not what they seem to be. and surely, this book is greater than the sum of its parts. ;]