i am experiencing inception-esque dreams which is bad for my psyche, especially since my current disposition is, i dunno, depressing i guess. it is hard to deal with frustration about yourself - over thinking options that have gone wrong in the past and probably at present.

10.01

double birthday celebration today for my best friend, vivien, and my blog!! i was re-reading my previous entries back in 2005, and man, i sound so young and superficial. nothing much has changed with my writing, i think it's still a little crappy.